Tosh is still in the hospital and he will be 5 days old in 12 long hours. I feel like I don't even know him, which makes me want to still look like this.
We went to the hospital this morning with high hopes that our little man would come home and join our family today. This hope became real for ten whole minutes when they told me it was so. I thought my heart was going to explode with joy. Then it crushed into a million tiny pieces when the test results for his bilirubin came back 2 points too high and they took back their previous promise. Please pray for the phototherapy to work, so my very fragile, hormonal, mother heart will not break again. I want to bring him home tomorrow.
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ahhh, nooooo! so sorry to hear it meg! hope the phototherapy works and you get to take him home tomorrow, he will be in our prayers! that must be so hard! let me know if you need anything. anything.
i my gosh that is so sad! i will be for sure praying for all of you tonight! positive, happy thoughts for the thomanders too- love you guys!
Oh Meg, I am so sorry! I am praying for little Tosh and for YOU! Love you guys!
you guys will be in our prayers too. we love you!!
all will be well and soon your baby boy will be home with you all!!!
i know it!! we will pray for him!!
i know what it feels like to come home without a baby and it really really is a heaviness in your heart.
hang in there, thomanders!!!
I'm so sorry! I totally know that feeling! Cole was the same way. It's so so so sad, but he will get better soon!
Congrats on your tiny Tosh! He's adorable!
Oh Meg I can totally empathize with you and what you are going through right now! You and Tosh will be in our thoughts and prayers! Soon he will be home in your arms where he should be! Love to you all!
Meg I'm so sorry you don't get to bring the little guy home yet. I'm sure he'd rather be home in your arms than in the hospital so we'll certainly pray for you guys. He is so adorable in the pictures and by the way you ARE a "tough chick" I'm so impressed you did it natural!!
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